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It’s a small number. Very small really. And this is the amount of regrets I have from the year 2011.
And funnily enough, they are both about people.
I mean, there are other things I am not proud of obviously, but these are the two things that I regret the most, and because I am in one of those moods, I am going to explain why. Im only going to do this, because…. well no one reads my posts. So HA.
The first person, we shall call M. M, was amazing, intelligent, smart and thought the world of me. We had a great friendship, and then I just… stuffed it up by getting lost in the moment. This will probably make no sense to anyone else, but I don’t care. It was one of those situations, where you saw a future with them. Now that isn’t going to happen.
The second one is J. Oh my gosh, J was amazing to me. J did so much for me, and helped me in so many ways, and when times got tough…. J made me smile when no one else could. I just… never realised how good I had it, until it was gone. Isn’t that the way it goes? Now, J has really left my life, and it kills me a little bit.
I have realised that both of these things happened because of lack of communication. I just never let people know what I’m thinking. My mind is that vault in Inception. Hopefully, someone will help me unlock it one day.
